YOUR READINGS ARE AMAZINGLY, ASTOUNDINGLY ACCURATE. LIKE 100% …..PLEASE FEEL FREE TO USE THAT AS A TESTIMONIAL

I left graduate school a complete and total, defeated, depressed mess of an over-worked human being. I was not the happy young woman who skipped in there with a light in her eyes at 23 years old. I endured daily abuse (physical, verbal and emotional) from co-workers and superiors who did nothing to correct what was technically an illegal “toxic work environment.”

I became a shell of former self and as I withered away so did my relationship with Marvin and several dear friendships. I’m very happy and very busy at my new job. I’m valued and so is my education. I am one of only two PhDs and people do not forget that. I’m trying to find and be that happy girl again but at the moment, that requires medications. I did intuitively recognize that I needed to not lay around and miserable, so yes, I have already taken your advice to heart.

I am pro-active these days about correcting what I feel I lost in terms of contentment so I can regain my fun-loving personality. I do it slowly but I DO IT! I listen to my favorite songs, I wear things that make me happy for the most part (heels and dresses are unfortunately forbidden in my new lab), I bond with my co-workers, I’m learning to speak Spanish, I go above and beyond with my boss, I really do a lot!

And yes, I feel and know that work helps my love vibrations tremendously. I’m respected and I work hard, who doesn’t find that appealing? Jakov was amazing when I finished my PhD. He was ecstatic for me. He would check in to see how my job search was going….but things fell apart obviously. I would say I am a bit preoccupied with finding romance but when I find myself thinking about it, I follow your LOA instruction so far.

I take a moment to imagine that I already have the romance I desire, I believe that it is mine and that miracles are happening (and they are, what are the odds of me randomly seeing him? never happened before. also, you were right about him reading any infrequent correspondence, just not responding to me. his English is poor. I used the word “antiquated” and he asked me to repeat it. he didn’t know what it meant. that’s fine. so, he’s speaking at the microphone this week and uses the word “impetus”…..a word I used in my very last email to him. it took me a minute but I laughed. he steals the vocabulary from my emails to and improves his conversational English with it!) and then I say out loud that I’m letting go of my intention and letting the Universe handle it!!

I am learning Spanish because it occupies my free time and challenges my brain. Most importantly devoting time to that in the evenings allows me to STOP OBSESSING because I have to focus and practice. I either do that or read because it requires my entire mental engagement as well….I’m trying!

To be fair, I am looking for romance and as I said if I contacted you about every dude, you would not have the patience, but Jakov was whom I chose and did work for. So yes, I do have an idea of “whom” the romantic target I chose is, how we get there is the part of the obsession that needs to end.

I also don’t focus on how things are now or what happened in the past. If I did, I would have zero hope in any of my spell work EVER having even the slightest chance of coming to fruition and we did a lot to improve things with Jakov. I just believe that romance in the future will happen because miracles truly do.

With regards to the spell work for vibrations, I don’t understand what you explained very well but I’m admittedly interested in looking into it. Could you make it sound maybe a little more simple for me? Sorry, haha I have my areas of expertise but this is not one of them!